Scenes From a Memory

i looked back on my life over these past few days, i remember when i started high shcool i was depressed, angry, and couldnt get along, i was running foward, falling back, loosing my place to find ive come full circle. i hated myself, i wanted, but never got, all that year, then sophmore year, same for about half the year, then one day in february, my life changed. I met the girl, her name is amy swail, the one i love. my life has changed so much. we have had some ups and downs but now i feel like i am on top of the world, nothing can bring me down, she loves me, i love her, what else can i ask for, its because of her that im doing good in school, music, everything, amy i want to be with you forever. you mean everything to me, you have changed me so much for the better. ill always be here. no matter what, ill do anyhting for you, i am yours, you are mine, together we shall live our lives together forever...

there is only one love


1+1=1

ill never understand you

holy shit, that was amazing

Last night was Gigantour, Megadeth and Dream Theater headlined, it was the most amazing show ever! nothing can top Dream Theater... i had a good time..





I was blinded by a paradise, utopia, high in the sky.

All that we learn, this time, is carried beyond this life.

just so yall know, im still a virgin!

i had a hell of a time while the parents were gone, i tell ya, amy knows what im talking about..

fuk em' up

who thought, by leaving early from battle of the bands, that you would end up with nine hickeys...

damn dude... that was nice


*speechless*

what is love?

i had a good weekend... i hung out with sarah and kak on friday, we saw fever pitch, it was a rockin time.. then today i went to amy's house like all day.. and it was fun.. yay

i fu*ked bad, i hate myself, im sorry...

we played an awsome show tonight. my new band has only been together since 8 o'clock last last night. lots of people liked us, and it was really good. i feel accomplished

she doesnt hate me!!!!!! everything worked out, i feel so much better about everything, SARAH I LOVE YOU!!!!

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just got home- went to see "the ring 2" with danielle.. good times... altho i did feel bad because she was a little scared... but we had fun, we went to get some ice cream... smart move... its cold outside - ice cream is cold - and my car is cold because the heat doesnt work... but i did very very much enjoy the time with danielle because i love her and she totally rocks my world!!!!X100000000000000000000000000000001.23 (try and say that number)

in other news- the house is a mess due to remodeling of the bathroom... and my band hasnt practiced in hmmm... let me think... ahh.. yes... A MONTH!!! and springfest is comming up soon... we arnt gonna be ready

wow

when everyone else is around... i get shoved to the back... i get ignored... what did i do... is something wrong... i know i dont mean anything anymore... im through trying be someone else just to make you happy... if this is the end... let it be know... dont cover up your distain... just tell me so this doesnt bother me... go talk to your other friends and keep ignoring me...



"seasons change, and so can i"